I am a simple pickpocket

He smoked his single cigarette upwind
Noticing the tears welling in my eyes,
“Does this bother your?” He grinned.
“No, it’s just the wind.” Partly true, partly lies.

He asked me my name and my story.
I gave him the short answer,
One of ease, with little worry.
I didn’t ask for his, I pondered cancer.

He asked for my help, I knew he would.
He had no job, no home, and no phone.
He said if he had a phone, then he could.
A cheap twenty-dollar purchase, just to be known.

I told him I could help a little,
Feeling cornered, I reached into my pocket.
Retrieved four dollars, crumpled and brittle.
Unbeknownst to him, I was a simple pickpocket.

For in my right pocket, was five dollars,
And in my left was another forty.
Instead of stealing material from him,
I stole his chance of a new life.

The Messy Bun

A messy bun sits neatly on her head.
I never understood the name.
Messy, yet done perfectly-
Every hair in place, every thread.

Except those ones that frame her face.
They are neatly tucked on the side,
Hiding the tips of her ears,
Right where they need to be, in place.

The frame showcases her freckles,
Hiding slightly in the winter,
Returning from hibernation in summer.
Like light on a jewel, a freckled face sparkles.

Let me lament for you

Let me lament for you, my brother.
Though from the womb of another,
I feel your pain in my veins-
Your blood on my sleeve stains.

Let me lament for you my sister,
Your skin empowers like a twister.
No bounds are known to be due
Except those I impose on you.

A white knight in white skin
My love a mile wide, but thin skin.
My arrogance thick like syrup
I only speak words to stir-up.

My brothers and sisters, I lament.
Not for you, but with you.
Teach me about my arrogance,
And lament for me.

Call me out!

Ripped pages lie on the ground,
My writing desk, they surround.
Broken ideas, wrong thoughts-
Scattered like broken pots.

They are the fodder of my mind.
The chaff of my kind
Born to share and write,
Born to hide in plain sight.

I am always watching others,
Noting their steps and stutters.
Will they notice mine?
Or do I cover them fine?

I offer my wrists for you to see.
Study them as your own, for me.
Call out my contradictions
and convictions
Make me face them as if in rehab
For addictions

Give me grace and truth,
Sit me down, in a corner booth.
Listen to my sedimentary whine,
Until 2am and we resign.

I will call you the next day,
And share the same stories.
This time, with more details,
And more lies

I mourn for those who fall

Inspired by Twenty One Pilots, Neon Gravestones.


I want to scare you with an idea.
A thought shared with me a year ago.
Our society chooses death,
When there is more to this show.

I will not celebrate it.
The sweet release from fight,
A fight given to ever human,
The thing which is a given right.

I mourn for those who fall,
Knowing I want to be them.
I mourn for those who fall,
Only wanting to condemn.

You who harbor resentment

You who harbor resentment,
Do you not know?
Your heart is a breeding ground
For that nasty crow.

She has nested on my shoulder
Pecking at my temples
Cawing in my ear
Making my head tremble.

Like a raven on a bust,
Only ever saying “nevermore.”
Reminding me who was preferred
In this ever-becoming lore.

I should have been chosen.
That person is a fool-
A pessimistic and narcissistic,
Low down idiot tool.

You who harbor resentment,
I know what eats you,
For I harbor it daily,
Against many, not a few.

White Privilege

I wrote this piece in the dead of winter and really debated sharing it. I hope you understand the density of it.


Tall and prickly, it gains weight
Slowly as white dust suffocates the green.
The strong trunk supports,
While the small branches sag.

It has no legs, but those underground.
It has no arms, but those that absorb.
Never moving, but always pushed.
Never changing color, except for branches hushed.

I have legs, always moving.
I have arms, always grabbing.
Always moving, but never pushed.
Always changing, but never rushed.

A bird rests on a branch,
Out of place in this season.
It flies away, wings flapping-
Able to escape.

Lighters Sparked

free-verse


Pink scars, old guitars, and sweet cigars.
All perfectly lined, each in it’s own place.
The little pink soldiers shrink with age,
The pain that caused them fades.

The old guitars grant new scars
As callouses build on his fingertips.
Harmony that heals the heart
Flows from the hollow chest.

The cigars are lined on the table
Waiting to fulfill their purpose.
He strums chords, and tastes smoke,
As he waits for his friends.

They come sharing bare arms
Carrying old guitars
With lighters sparked.

Between Two Trees

Sheridan Park, between two trees
Strung by two strings, a hammock hangs
Water below rises and lowers
The grass bends to the water’s will
But these giant blades of grass resist
Even long after the green left
These two trees, dead decaying giants

A branch falls, a warning to me
An obnoxious old couple
Who love their lawn well decorated
One small sapling sits in the lawn
Protected by her parents from me
Their leaves sacrificed to give sun
When the two fall, there will be one

A hammock cannot be strung on
One small tree, descendant of giants

Hand-Me-Down Handwriting

My brother and I share handwriting.
An unfortunate hand-me-down.
Our father could have taught us fighting,
But instead gave us sloppy lines to decipher.

A gifted mind ignores fashion.
Imagery is only secondary.
They are instead for passion,
You will find mine,
In the hand-me-down handwriting.